Recently my health has dropped, making me hurry to pull myself away from some social media.

At night I can’t sleep. My eyes would close if it was after midnight. During sleep I didn’t feel like I was sleeping. I had a lot of dreams, but I didn’t remember any of them. In the morning I would wake up around 5 or 6, and my head was heavy and my ears were full of wind audio. Also, my heartbeat seemed unstable, and I felt exhausted.

Well, it doesn’t need a doctor or medicine—since it is a health issue, I was born weak. It’s okay, and I am used to it. Up and down, down to a lower level, then to the lowest level before it goes up, then it goes down again.

Nothing to fear. Nothing to worry about. I am just bored because I have to stay still; I can’t jump or hop like a puppy the way I want, and I can’t eat what I want. The only way to reduce the boredom is to work out, but I have to choose the safe acts.

Uh… so bored.